This time I know what I really want, who I really love.

YOU.

I'll never let you go.

" You taught me how to love,
and I hope that I can apply it on you "

The lyrics speaks volume about us.




Big Bang Monster English Translation Lyrics

It’s been a while since we’ve met
Your face looks good
You got prettier, you were always beautiful in my eyes

But today you look a bit different
You look especially a bit cold
Your eyes that look at me are filled with pity
In front of you, I seem smaller

I tried to be fine, trying to change the subject
Though I had so much I wanted to ask you
You cut me off right away
Your long hair flowing
As it hit my cheek and passed away
You turn away and left right away
If I try to catch you here, would that be too ridiculous?

Nothing comes to my mind
As you tremble, you take a step, two steps back
You say that I scare you now
You’re like a moon that makes me go crazy

* I love you baby I’m not a monster
You know how I was in the past
When time passes, it’ll all disappear
Then you will know baby
I need you baby I’m not a monster
You know me so don’t leave like this
If even you throw me away, I will die
I’m not a monster

No matter what happens, let’s be forever
When we’re sad, when we’re happy, let’s go till the end
You don’t say that tomorrow
Let’s love like today is the last

A life without you is like an imprisonment for life
An extinction from the world to the point where I’d go crazy
Your existence is a chronic disease, a repitition of pain
You’re a lingering attachment in my heart

The people of the world have turned their backs against me
The corners of their eyes are all twisted up
The greatest pain to me,
Is the fact that you became the same as them

* Repeat

Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me
Don’t do it, don’t do it, don’t do it, it’s not like you
Getting farther away, love is breaking apart

Don’t find me, don’t find me, don’t find me, don’t look for me
The last, last, last image of me in front of you – remember that
Don’t forget me

* Repeat

I think I’m sick
I think I’m sick
I think I’m sick
I think I’m sick

yea I fucked it all up and I lost the woman I loved the most.

That is harsh enough a punishment, I don't need constant reminders about how screwed up I was.

I love you, and I need you,

but if you really cant forgive my mistakes, then I will forever swallow it as my fault.

regretting like I can't explain it.

I just need you to be stronger,

then I'll have the chance to redeem myself.

Is it really so hard?

It is so fucking painful.


I miss you so much, yet I have to pretend I'm fine.
Cause I know the amount of stress in your life right now.
Just hope you know I am not any better. My work is slowly and surely killing me.
& then there's you.. or us. I just cannot be alright without you.

I love you so much, yet I can't meet you when you're dying to meet me cause I have to fulfill your intentions.
You were so determined to break up with me, and after that you were motivated to live your life to the fullest.
I really can't afford to screw your life up again.
& honestly, it fucking hurts on my side.

I am hoping that you can forgive me, forget my mistakes and give me another chance
cause true love definitely exists between us. 
I am willing to wait for as long as fate permits me to
If i do get the chance I won't fuck things up anymore, I will be so good to you
I will learn from my mistakes.
But if we don't, you will be the most beautiful regret in my life.

I still love you.

I love you, baby I'm not a monster.

I merely failed to realise what love is in the past.

& this too :)