yea I fucked it all up and I lost the woman I loved the most.

That is harsh enough a punishment, I don't need constant reminders about how screwed up I was.

I love you, and I need you,

but if you really cant forgive my mistakes, then I will forever swallow it as my fault.

regretting like I can't explain it.

I just need you to be stronger,

then I'll have the chance to redeem myself.

Is it really so hard?