They were right, you shouldn't have accepted me so soon.
As quotes always say, the sweetest part of a relationship is the beginning, where the guy goes after the girl.
Those times, were the times when I believe I made you the happiest girl on earth.
This is a pretty positive post, anyway :)
Things started going downhill after the most beautiful day in my life at Jewel Box.
But to me, at this point of time, the needless quarrels we had can all rest in peace, never to be brought up again.
Cause I feel calm now, at the point where I know we may split anytime.
I changed, I really did, knowing that we may have the chance to start all over again.
But judging from the way you react and treat me now, I have to admit it may be a step too far.
Just watched 那些年，我们一起追过的女孩 ( Apple of my eye ) again.
So much references, so many similarities which I don't believe can all be credited to coincidences.
It is a really really sweet story. They didn't end up together I know, but I won't say that it is not a happy ending, cause a love story will never have an ending :)
They could have had it all, yet the guy made a childish mistake which forever determined that they can only be together in a parallel universe.
The girl got married, yet at the end of the day they are still together, not physical but in each other's hearts :)
当你看见自己喜欢的人幸福，你一定会开心地祝福.
I really hope for another chance with you. But at the same time, I know that love isn't really all about being together with someone, its to let that person stay in your heart for life, together or not.
I made mistakes, you made mistakes, so let the past be gone. We are fair now :)
To start afresh, or to be each other's guardian angel, that is the question.
But dear, the answer really isn't important anymore. Either way I can honestly tell you, this is only the beginning of our love. If we can start afresh, I will make you the happiest girl on earth.
If we can't start afresh, then I will still manage a smile :) For one and only one reason, that I will always be someone special to you. The first guy to be truly loved by you, the one whom I know will always stay in your heart.
Years later, this is what I will say to you:
I wish to go back to the happy times with you. Those months, those special months.
Back to the times when you made me smile like no one ever did, made me loved like I never was.
I really have forgotten all the hurt, all those tears, cause all that lives on in my heart is the irreplaceable memories.
If we do meet again, I will give you a hug, the tightest hug ever.
It may now be history, but I really want to thank you for walking this route with me.
The only pain that still lives on in me is that I cannot be the guy who can give you the happiness, or eternity.
However, in my heart, this is only the beginning. You will always live in my heart, no matter who we may end up marrying. & only the happy memories will stay. Deep within, you are still the girl who taught me how to love, who I never once, stopped loving from the very start.
:)
Samantha Yan, you will always, always be the apple of my eye.
Finally I know, that loving someone means to give her the most sincere blessings.
I really hope one day you can be 幸福, it really doesn't matter if that person isn't me.
I know that when I see you happy, I will smile, I will be happy too.
This is one thing I learnt from our relationship,
I learnt Love.
Dearest,
Pon
For you,
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